NixieCole

Inspirational Pyromania

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Prints by NixieCole, literature

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As long as the marks last I'll belong I may be healing but your marks last the feeling still echoes in my mind having you linger there is its own bruise that itches down my spine that wraps around my lungs memories that pulse with a life of their own steps in another direction words trying only help, act as practice if you don't believe them aren't sure then time can show you yes or no with maybe in the present intervals

Out of Line by NixieCole, literature

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Out of Line

I don't know whether its old pain and snapping out, for power or anguish or mere frustration for wanting you to just take care of yourself not about being a perfect cover girl the fake the perfectionist I want you to sleep, eat, grieve breathe, move, enjoy and I know the load of So Not My Job this is but this snapping that is something I can address you seem to have a good sense of yourself a good sense of how to handle yourself I know the underbelly makes handling the rest that much more difficult part of me wants to pretend I know enough to be allowed to preach or argue on this I never had this sense that I could control, maintain, handle,

good conscious by NixieCole, literature

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good conscious

take the time to learn to think and differentiate to pull out of this tailspin of months and weeks of slow realizations and indecision and not knowing needs or wants or what was missing or assumed some speed has already come no longer gaining speed losing altitude but still identifying danger and obscurity within myself before I'm ready for being someone who could do small to big things like say I love you again or say I miss you because all that would do is rub dirt in the wound and bring no answers for all the pain and now is not the time for answers just yet But of course, tu me manques

Forget Math by NixieCole, literature

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Forget Math

I thought mathematically balanced one emotion can block out another you had one person to block out me and me I thought gravity would be on my side give me more weight that no one else could figure into the equation and then the last person set me off before I knew, I realized I wanted to balance one to one just yours, just mine now I need to balance myself out from the hole I made and the one you left

What Makes a Good Person by NixieCole, literature

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What Makes a Good Person

not in terms of pure or impure not in terms of perfect or imperfect but something in the way I am makes people think I am one of the most innocent people they know sometimes I am wise and sometimes I am immature sometimes I am oblivious or overly focused on one outcome or thought or understanding I have good intentions and look out for people as a general principle but lately I fear I have begun to slip and become ordinary, because I can't just always look out for other people and that doesn't bother people but it bothers me however, I have to remember there are other factors now I have something I need to deal with or I will mar my present a

Confusion by NixieCole, literature

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Confusion

confusion is one of those things that comes from having a dirty filter the mind has so many things to sort through emotions, thoughts, wonderings, perspectives mind altering manifestos, values, secrets that when the natural organization of the mind, somewhat like a tea filter gets overwhelmed and bits of everything get every which where and some thoughts that should never combine, compare, connect somehow end up swirling around in your brain and as the organization of the mind tries to reorganize, separate ideas and wants and nightmares back to where they were the mind finds itself lost in its own system unsure if the teapot used to sit on th

Scars by NixieCole, literature

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Scars

every summer I would count my cuts and bruises and bites see if any would unfurl into scars every night I'd explore my constellation of stories some of which I never knew a nick from a blackberry, a hurried greeting to a table leg blooming into a purple or iron mark later fading or whitening into teeth on my skin for all the things I did I only have a few of these marks waves of puberty breaking over thighs and hips apparently growing gives stretch marks scratches that seemed like they would fade as their stories and memories did from the crooks of my arms a few pink flags from a knife I only kept a few of these, my body knowing which storie

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Prints by NixieCole, literature

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Out of Line by NixieCole, literature

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Out of Line

good conscious by NixieCole, literature

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good conscious

Forget Math by NixieCole, literature

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Forget Math

What Makes a Good Person by NixieCole, literature

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What Makes a Good Person

Confusion by NixieCole, literature

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Confusion

Scars by NixieCole, literature

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Scars

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We Owned the Night by NixieCole, visual art

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NixieCole

Jan 24, 2014

Potentially

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Hello Watchers, I noticed today that on art submissions there is a box you can check, which says, "Notify Watchers", which has been unchecked on my deviations. Thus I am hiking through art I think should be seen, but it is entirely possible I have renotified you of art I have already submitted. For this I apologize. If, however, you see a wave of art you had no notification of previously, yay, enjoy my art, sorry there is so much at once. Thank you all :)

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NixieCole

Sep 27, 2013

The Wee Hours of the Morning

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Turns out the wee hours, namely 2-4am, can be full of thoughts which will not go away unless you are inspired, which a state of thought and stress can induce.  So I spent an hour trying to sleep, another story-boarding the drawings and one hour drawing.  And I realized I have over 30 images I should post on DA once I find a good scanner (I may use the computer lab's, which may involve some crafty emailing to figure it all out).  But for those of you watching my DA, if you haven't looked at my recent art, please do, as the wave of art will make it much harder to find. also, sleep is a good thing, do not take it for granted. cheers

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NixieCole

Aug 22, 2013

Busy, how life works

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For those watching, I have been doing art, but I have both been terrible about updating and getting to my scanner (which lives with my family, not me).  I have also just been busy with life in a way which has turned painful over the last few weeks.  I have posted a series of poems which I mostly wrote on one day and have kept in my phone for DA (and editing). The series is possibly my most personal, not because of content (although there is some of that as well) but more because I have been thinking a lot over the last two weeks.  A lot has happened and I'm figuring out how to deal with past things and not add mistakes to the pile.